karma

don't expect people to come back to you.

laugh at myself. sejujurnya. sangatlah tidak suka bila kene cakap NO! i try myself to say no. dulu rasanya sangat rare cakap NO. tapi sekarang i have my own priority. but sometimes i put that thing at the first place. dan sekarang kena lah padahnya. when u respond with NO.

kesannya, people will forget me. sedih.

its kind of sedih when you (name is cik) know your friend (name as lala) always went back very late. and cik didn't inform lala. which is cik going out and will be back late. and when lala reached lala realized nobody in the house. lala wait until midnight but cik still not come back yet. lala go to sleep. cik reach home and make some noise disturb lala sleeping. lala annoyed and distract her to sleep. instead lala yelling to cik. lala shut the door witth proper sound. silent. and lala continue sleep.

lala fault: because she did not contact cik.
cik fault : because not telling lala that she will late. +  disturbed lala. inconsiderate.

that;s why orang tak cari time lunch. thats why orang tak ingat your habit. thats why tak da orang balik sama-sama. nobody invite u, let's eat. nobody ask have u eat.

sometimes, kene berdiri di atas kaki sendiri.