Monday, October 15, 2012
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Friday, October 12, 2012
Thursday, October 11, 2012
present.
boleh tak nak perasan!
don't mind not get any present.
but this guy always make me love him more and more.
ha-ha.
because.he surprising me.
made my day.
dear you,
would you able do like this to me?
:P
Thursday, October 04, 2012
karma
don't expect people to come back to you.
laugh at myself. sejujurnya. sangatlah tidak suka bila kene cakap NO! i try myself to say no. dulu rasanya sangat rare cakap NO. tapi sekarang i have my own priority. but sometimes i put that thing at the first place. dan sekarang kena lah padahnya. when u respond with NO.
kesannya, people will forget me. sedih.
its kind of sedih when you (name is cik) know your friend (name as lala) always went back very late. and cik didn't inform lala. which is cik going out and will be back late. and when lala reached lala realized nobody in the house. lala wait until midnight but cik still not come back yet. lala go to sleep. cik reach home and make some noise disturb lala sleeping. lala annoyed and distract her to sleep. instead lala yelling to cik. lala shut the door witth proper sound. silent. and lala continue sleep.
lala fault: because she did not contact cik.
cik fault : because not telling lala that she will late. + disturbed lala. inconsiderate.
that;s why orang tak cari time lunch. thats why orang tak ingat your habit. thats why tak da orang balik sama-sama. nobody invite u, let's eat. nobody ask have u eat.
sometimes, kene berdiri di atas kaki sendiri.
laugh at myself. sejujurnya. sangatlah tidak suka bila kene cakap NO! i try myself to say no. dulu rasanya sangat rare cakap NO. tapi sekarang i have my own priority. but sometimes i put that thing at the first place. dan sekarang kena lah padahnya. when u respond with NO.
kesannya, people will forget me. sedih.
its kind of sedih when you (name is cik) know your friend (name as lala) always went back very late. and cik didn't inform lala. which is cik going out and will be back late. and when lala reached lala realized nobody in the house. lala wait until midnight but cik still not come back yet. lala go to sleep. cik reach home and make some noise disturb lala sleeping. lala annoyed and distract her to sleep. instead lala yelling to cik. lala shut the door witth proper sound. silent. and lala continue sleep.
lala fault: because she did not contact cik.
cik fault : because not telling lala that she will late. + disturbed lala. inconsiderate.
that;s why orang tak cari time lunch. thats why orang tak ingat your habit. thats why tak da orang balik sama-sama. nobody invite u, let's eat. nobody ask have u eat.
sometimes, kene berdiri di atas kaki sendiri.
Wednesday, October 03, 2012
dengan kuasa-MU
ehem..
lama tak menulis panjang. sudah masuk oktober. julai yang terindah. ogos yang menarik. september yang mencabar. oktober yang dinanti.
julai. ramadhan. masih merindukan suasana itu. suasan berbuka di surau sebelum cuti semester. hutang cerita pasal budak-budak surau. hutang cerita betapa indahnya ramadhan itu. hutang cerita setiap ramadhan perasaannya sentiasa berbeza. hutang kenangan ramadhan yang ingin dikenang.
ogos. syawal. kenduri. bertambah ahli keluarga baru. ALLAH sibukkan diri cik khaulah dengan perkara dia suka. indah perjalanan ogos yang disusun ALLAH untuk cik khaulah. ogos yang kelam-kabut. ogos satu kesan. ogos yang sakit. ogos yang menguji. i enjoy august as my last semester holiday.
both month teach me to love food. ha-ha. only me know that means.
september. new semester. another world of me. another me. di situ tak suka. di sini stress. dipersimpangan. dapatkan bantuan. half of september i lost myself. just puan momo came i got another half me. i had this imagination. tentu seronokkan bila bagitau keluarga "oh, submission this date. bla-bla. tak boleh nak balik." dan umi atau ayah said "tak pa. kalau dah siap, call. nnt umi or ayah amik." kan seronok. tak pun. "ada kelas ke? nak hantar lunch". or " dinner nak makan apa?" mesti seronok bila dilayan begini. waha-ha. berangan.
but true. one of my classmate. datang dan balik sekolah tak bawa kereta. mak ayah amik. tak pun car pooling. mungkin ada kata leceh. tapi mungkin quality masa untuk bersama keluarga siapa tahu. another classmate, been forced to called the mother everyday. mungkin rasa macam annoyed. tapi mungkin itu satu cara untuk mengukuhkan bonding with famili. siapa tahu. me? i try to make myself call famili every week.
early semester. we already talked the future. early semester we already planned for the next. early semester terima berita yang mengejutkan. alhamdulillah, i've been through for september.
october. what waiting me? totally feeling scared. meredah jalan yang gelap. but i had good feeling. :) kita tunggu dan lihat.
i knew about surah dhuha. but i never to the translation. one day, i open it. and read. and hayati. it's beautiful surah.
Demi waktu dhuha,
Dan malam apabila ia sunyi-sepi -
(Bahawa) Tuhanmu (wahai Muhammad) tidak meninggalkanmu, dan Ia tidak benci (kepadamu, sebagaimana yang dituduh oleh kaum musyrik).
Dan sesungguhnya kesudahan keaadaanmu adalah lebih baik bagimu daripada permulaannya.
Dan sesungguhnya Tuhanmu akan memberikanmu (kejayaan dan kebahagiaan di dunia dan di akhirat) sehingga engkau reda - berpuas hati.
Bukankah dia mendapati engkau yatim piatu, lalu la memberikan perlindungan?
Dan didapatiNya engkau mencari-cari (jalan yang benar), lalu Ia memberikan hidayah petunjuk (dengan wahyu - Al-Quran)?
Dan didapatiNya engkau miskin, lalu Ia memberikan kekayaan?
Oleh itu, adapun anak yatim maka janganlah engkau berlaku kasar terhadapnya,
Adapun orang yang meminta (bantuan pimpinan) maka janganlah engkau tengking herdik;
Adapun nikmat Tuhanmu, maka hendaklah engkau sebut-sebutkan (dan zahirkan) sebagai bersyukur kepadaNya. (93:1-11)
lama tak menulis panjang. sudah masuk oktober. julai yang terindah. ogos yang menarik. september yang mencabar. oktober yang dinanti.
julai. ramadhan. masih merindukan suasana itu. suasan berbuka di surau sebelum cuti semester. hutang cerita pasal budak-budak surau. hutang cerita betapa indahnya ramadhan itu. hutang cerita setiap ramadhan perasaannya sentiasa berbeza. hutang kenangan ramadhan yang ingin dikenang.
ogos. syawal. kenduri. bertambah ahli keluarga baru. ALLAH sibukkan diri cik khaulah dengan perkara dia suka. indah perjalanan ogos yang disusun ALLAH untuk cik khaulah. ogos yang kelam-kabut. ogos satu kesan. ogos yang sakit. ogos yang menguji. i enjoy august as my last semester holiday.
both month teach me to love food. ha-ha. only me know that means.
september. new semester. another world of me. another me. di situ tak suka. di sini stress. dipersimpangan. dapatkan bantuan. half of september i lost myself. just puan momo came i got another half me. i had this imagination. tentu seronokkan bila bagitau keluarga "oh, submission this date. bla-bla. tak boleh nak balik." dan umi atau ayah said "tak pa. kalau dah siap, call. nnt umi or ayah amik." kan seronok. tak pun. "ada kelas ke? nak hantar lunch". or " dinner nak makan apa?" mesti seronok bila dilayan begini. waha-ha. berangan.
but true. one of my classmate. datang dan balik sekolah tak bawa kereta. mak ayah amik. tak pun car pooling. mungkin ada kata leceh. tapi mungkin quality masa untuk bersama keluarga siapa tahu. another classmate, been forced to called the mother everyday. mungkin rasa macam annoyed. tapi mungkin itu satu cara untuk mengukuhkan bonding with famili. siapa tahu. me? i try to make myself call famili every week.
early semester. we already talked the future. early semester we already planned for the next. early semester terima berita yang mengejutkan. alhamdulillah, i've been through for september.
october. what waiting me? totally feeling scared. meredah jalan yang gelap. but i had good feeling. :) kita tunggu dan lihat.
i knew about surah dhuha. but i never to the translation. one day, i open it. and read. and hayati. it's beautiful surah.
Demi waktu dhuha,
Dan malam apabila ia sunyi-sepi -
(Bahawa) Tuhanmu (wahai Muhammad) tidak meninggalkanmu, dan Ia tidak benci (kepadamu, sebagaimana yang dituduh oleh kaum musyrik).
Dan sesungguhnya kesudahan keaadaanmu adalah lebih baik bagimu daripada permulaannya.
Dan sesungguhnya Tuhanmu akan memberikanmu (kejayaan dan kebahagiaan di dunia dan di akhirat) sehingga engkau reda - berpuas hati.
Bukankah dia mendapati engkau yatim piatu, lalu la memberikan perlindungan?
Dan didapatiNya engkau mencari-cari (jalan yang benar), lalu Ia memberikan hidayah petunjuk (dengan wahyu - Al-Quran)?
Dan didapatiNya engkau miskin, lalu Ia memberikan kekayaan?
Oleh itu, adapun anak yatim maka janganlah engkau berlaku kasar terhadapnya,
Adapun orang yang meminta (bantuan pimpinan) maka janganlah engkau tengking herdik;
Adapun nikmat Tuhanmu, maka hendaklah engkau sebut-sebutkan (dan zahirkan) sebagai bersyukur kepadaNya. (93:1-11)
Monday, October 01, 2012
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