been influence by plurker friends - mahera.
and dedicated to yiba, who really wanted to read the entry. *ye ke?*
at late night, went back to the hostel. walking slowly and weakly to the room. and open the doors.
*wooosh* feel the wind at my face. oh, my. saw blue-sky and clear beach.
slowly got to the beach. oh, i miss the beach. but saw there is a guy at the beach with others 3 people. feel like i knowing him and the other. walk near to them. and the guy notice me and wave his hand.
curious.mind keep thinking.who is that guy.oh,my. he is peter. the high king of narnia. now, i'm speechless. run to get him and he smile. follow him to the castle. am i dreaming stay in narnia?
after few days, feel like never want go back. like stay in narnia. there is live tree.lives animal. they very nice. play with pola bear. *haha*
told peter, i want stay here. i'm in pain. i like narnia. narnia give me peace feeling.i like it.
but peter said i have to go. he will send me back to my place. i was very sad i dun want go. my heart still in pain. but he said i must face the reality and have to be strong.
he send me at the same door when got into narnia. i just walk to the door and never look back.
*change*
selangkah masuk ke dunia asal, tiba-tiba rasa macam jatuh melayang tapi ada seseorang yang pegang tangan kanan.tengok ke atas. oh,my. sangat kenal dengan muka itu. dia kata, jangan mati. dan dia selamatkan aku.
dia, shim gun wook. muka dia sedih sgt. ada airmata dihujung matanya. lalu, bertanya padanya. apa yang telah berlaku?
dia kata, orang yang dia sayang bunuh diri dan dia tak mahu aku juga jadi sepertinya. bagai seolah-olah memahami dirinya.saya juga sakit, shim gun wook. dia memandang wajahku dengan persoalan. sakit yg sama apa yangv dia rasai. bukan kerana hilang orang sayang tapi kerana mereka yang telah buat dia juga sakit dan sengsara.
lalu, kami berusaha untuk sembuh. sehinggalah suatu hari, dia mengetahui perkara sebenar setelah kami hampir sembuh. tapi akhirnya dia pergi meninggalkan aku.
dia sempat berpesan, jangan berdendam. aku pasrah.
dan aku kembali ke tempat asalku. sebaik saja menutup pintu dan bersedia utk teruskan hidup dgn semangat dia.
*change*
hear a sound and was looking the music. like nasheed. the voice. yes, i knoe the voice. maher zain. its maher zain. he's very near to me. i see he smile to me. unbelievable. try to understand what his sing.yes. i know.
thank you ALLAH. insha ALLAH.
and he's gone. and dark. and i open my eyes.its a dream.
i wish its not just a dream.
would be amazing.
fairytale adalah dunia yg kita cipta.fairytale takkan jadi kenyataan. :)
yiba, puas hati? satisfied?
escapism